bwuahaha!

training-NO SLEEP AT ALL!

2005-04-27T23:48:00.000-07:00

this is probably the most tiring night of my entire life! ive been awake for like 27 hours and right now, my eyes are soooo itchy!gosh! im soooo sleepy too!11:37 pmjust finish my report!gosh, i never thought that my report's that easy! it's really soooo self-explanatory. i find this kind of report rather difficult because i don't how to explain it to them. i just kept on saying, "it's self-explanatory"

training-bored and sleepy

2005-04-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

i am soooo sleepy! feshteh! maybe it's because i wasn't able to sleep that much today.. i woke up very early this morning and i only slept for 2 hours this afternoon..after having my mani/pedi i slept again for only an hour, more or less.. haaay... ambot! plus na-late pajud mi! atay jud lagi! i should've known better.. i should've gone here earlier! gosh! galagot jud ko ay!next time, i swear i will leave early despite everything!i honestly understand everything that angel's saying.. i cannot ask questions because i do understand! i actually find it annoying when some of my co-trainees ask questions that are really answerable by reading the book!shet! as in! stupid questions! ever galore!

wla nay duka!

2005-04-22T15:24:00.000-07:00

gosh, i really had a great time calculating taxes!haha! nwala jud akong duka ay! the last prob had me thinking during lunch! i was sooo into it that i don't wanna eat anymore!this is great! i love math.. but then i am sad because i was not able to solve the last prob. i still haven't really understood some terms because during discussion, i was half asleep!hehe..ummm..for the first time, i slept during our 15-min break! as in.. i slept jud, like dead jud ang beauty!

4th day of training

2005-03-31T22:30:00.000-08:00

today is the 4th day of my training..it's still the same though the thingsthat we studied were getting more complicated but then, as i said, i enjoyedit! the highlight of the day was definitely when it was my turn to explainthe best/worst customer service i've ever experienced. i told them about myexperience in ystilo-when i had my armpits waxed for the very firsttime!haha!!!i had fun telling them and they had fun listening to me also..shaun, our trainer even told me that i should speak more often because imfunny..haha!! they just don't know what else i've got! haha!!!and they justdont know that im this happy, happy person who loves to laugh and to makeother people laugh too and that im a leo who, as shaun said, LOVES ATTENTION!! well, yeah..maybe i do.. or why do i bother dressing up a littlebit all the time? why am i trying to look better than the rest?dba???
anyway, we also had an exam and it was very easy!i got 9 out of 10..i think i got the lowest score..passing score is 8 and shaun said that it's the veryfirst time that none of the trainees got a score below 8! well, that means that my fellow CSR are intelligent people too!im happy to be in this group although there are 2 people here that i really don't like but of course i can't show it to them because they're nice to me.. again, here i am trying to befriend people i really dont like..it's a torture..anyway, in between breaks, i tried texting the guy the im currently crushing on..hehe.. im happy answering his questions and listening comliments from him!c'mon! i love that!!hehe..i mean, coming frm him ha..i honestly think that he's too good to be true! i mean, he's tall, nice, funny, chubby, exactly the type of guy that i like..haaay...

gloomy afternoon

2005-03-22T16:32:00.000-08:00

i am sooooo sad and frustrated.. i feel like im a big disappointment!a failure!a disgrace!

the first time i applied for a job, i went through different hardships and sacrifices, and bruises, and pressure...i felt so lucky because i was able to pass their rigid processess but when i was there at the final interview, i flunked! i mean, it really was just a little mistake but they didn't consider it..

now, today, it's the second job that i applied for.. they told me and my friend that they will call us but they already called my friend and they didn't call me!i feel so sad and i really, really want to cry..if only i could have time alone but i don't know where to go because i don't have money and i don't know the different routes of the jeepneys.. i really want to cry..

i didn't get to see the guy that i love today.. i regret that i didn't talk to him the other day..

ohh... talk about a bad day...

crushing again

2005-03-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

im currently crushing on 2 guys...umm, this is kinda shameful bacause.. basta!they're very opposite to my type of guys..basta!
after 48 yrs, i drunk beer again..oh, for consistency's sake, my 2 crushes are:

IAN

(he's my boardmate before.. he used to text me cheesy messages before..17 yrs old, happy0go-lucky..)

and

SILAS

(my korean student.. he's 27 yrs old.. nerdy and God-fearing)

this is something very unusual.. haay.. but im not very serious with my feelings, though.. i just like them and i get kilig everytime they texted me or just ask me if im ok..hehe...

as i've said, after 48 years, i had beer again-last night in HAYAHAY..i miss going there! i went there with jezreel and ian, lester, and chopsuy.. i had fun but i miss my old "hayahay buddies" namely baba, margo, golda, and the tequila gang..haay..

finally!

2005-01-11T16:44:00.000-08:00

my long lost ex-love (not exactly bf, u know..) tried to add me in friendster! haay.. im sooo happy! i hope that this will be a start of yet another memorable things together. i already accepted him by phone.. ill see to it that ill be able to check my friendster account after ko magparelax ug magpa-hot oil ug hair..hehe.. im sooo excited!

aside from that, earlier this morning, i went to LOOC DAYCARE CENTER.. we (sorority-hermanas) had an outreach program there..i pitty those kids..if only i could give them anything..if only im rich! haaay.. at least, me and my sorority sisters were able to help them bsag gamay lang..hehe...i can see that they're happy.. when we left, i felt soo good.. i hope we'll do it more often.

temptations

2005-01-05T16:53:00.000-08:00

shocks! i was not able to hear mass! I was attacked by the dreaded BOREDOM!!! ahak jud!! while waiting for the mass to start, i prayed..then my eyes closed and i slept!haayy..shame on me..in the house of the Lord pa jud..so, i went out and met up with my friends merry chris and karryl @ rosante's.. tracy and fretzie was there too..i fought the urge to eat but then wla jud ko kaagwanta..LARGE HOUSE PIZZA PLEASE!!! it was very delicious but it never satisfied my hunger coz i wanted to eat SOTANGHON.. so that's it.. it's still delicious..hehe..maybe ill eat sotanghon after this..hehe..

travel

2004-12-13T19:32:00.000-08:00

i love to travel! as in.. and last weekend, my friend karryl and i went to bayawan city, negros oriental! we had so much fun taking pictures sa boulevard (really nice!), plaza, sa potpot(transpo didto aside from pedicabs), christmas booths, pension house, sa off-road challenge, sa habal-habal, sa bus, and sa mga houses sa among mga crushes! haha!
the city's not really that "city".. it's more like a town.. very peaceful jud! the people were very accomodating.. as in! we were constantly asking them where to stay, what to ride, and about sa mga whereabouts sa among mga crushes.. haay..
and, it's my first time to witness a basketball game between the badings and the unanos! it was a riot! we couldn't help but took pictures of them. they're sooo cute (the unanos). the badings were great as well and during halftime, nag-make up sila!! bwuahaha! lingaw jud!
i miss the place, the adventure.. haay...
next, we will conquer BAIS CITY!! or maybe BACOLOD.. depends on the budget.. looking forward to that!

first time!

2004-11-30T16:38:00.000-08:00

i ate taho for the very first time!!! that's exactly 12:10 pm.. P5 only.. i used to really hate it even if i haven't tasted it because it looks yucky.. i like the sweet taste of the syrup..hehe

"bravery"

2004-11-26T19:11:00.000-08:00

I did the bravest thing ever! i said sorry to one of my closest friends! we both had each of our own faults but i feel like i was more at fault.. i was really guilty after the incident.. it really was so childish of me.. yucky me! im glad things are ok between us.. now i know the amazing feeling of being able to forgive and to be forgiven.. it felt so great.. gee, you should see my bothered face in sted's yesterday. i felt like i was the most wicked person in the world..and you should see my relieved face after saying sorry!now i realized that no matter how much cheek tint i put on my face, it cannot hide all my emptiness inside, having hurt somebody else's feelings..

now, i feel so free and contented again.. there' s nothing more fulfilling than this..hehe...

of course, i thank God and my friend merry chris for hearing me out and for enlightening me..hehe..!

feeling celeb

2004-11-12T09:30:00.000-08:00

i woke up at around 9 am..practice started at around 11:00 am . i was not late..u see, it will be my first time to perform in el camino for my sorority's "sister act" night..

so there i was nervous. i couldn't sleep. i couldn't settle down. talk about pre-performance jitters..haay..

fast-forward to our perfomace na.. i gave my best. i swear! i was nervous and i couldn't deny that because i really think it showed. i couldn't see the audience at first because i ws pre-occupied at thinking that i have to sing very well. then later, it just came naturally..my performance improved and i began to enjoy the show.. i kinda felt like it was "my concert"! all eyes were on me! i was distracted though when my roomates hollered my name in unison (but i was very thankful for their support, promise!).. after my performace, everybody clapped their hands and from the sound of it, they seemed happy and pleased.. catcalls and screams were also everywhere...

after the performance, i went backstage immediately. i was constantly adking my other sorority sisters to comment on my performance. hey, i was not trying to fish for compliments here ha.. i just wanted to hear some truth.. and the thruth??? well, they told me that my being nervous showed when i sang the first few lines of the song but after that i rocked na!!! i couldn't be more proud of myself! hehe.. they couldn't believe i could sing that well daw.. well, what can i say????YAHOO!!

in celebration for a job well done, i danced like there's no tomorrow with my sor sisters and with my housemates!i gulped down i glass of San Mig Light and it's enough to make me smile always..hehe

ahihi!

2004-09-07T19:03:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning and realized that: I DON'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE!!!falling in love is one of the great adventures of my life.. it makes my life colorful: the dreamy smiles, sighs, "kilig moments", and stuffs like that...
i fell in love with the very wrong person.. i used to think that i really couldn't get over him but i was wrong! now, i don't love him anymore and i feel sooo free!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!
i used to think that falling out of love is the worst thing that could ever happen..but now i realized that falling out of love is a blessing especially if the person you're loving doesn't love you back..i remember being too "atat" about anything that has something to do with him... it's sooo tiring!
i've been praying for this thing to happen. i cursed the day that i fell in love with him..it ruined our friendship...we are still friends, though, but there are changes NA.. sayang kaayo...but despite this, my life isn't dull at all..it's as colorful as ever! hehe... im beginning to check out better things, better perspectives, better sights... im back to where i used to be.. im back to being my old, happy self!i learned a lot from this experience.. it hurt me well enough..
still, i can't believe that im feeling this way.. it was way too superficial for me then.. so, BWUAHAHA!!! im back on track!!!! hhhaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nice morning...

2004-09-06T22:17:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning facing my roommate's feet! actually it happened a lot of times already but this time, it's worst because it's soooo near me! FYI, i really really hate other people's feet! i can't stand near them even if it's clean.. yeah.. so there.. it made me stand up immediately and made me alive this morning!!